(In my parents’ eyes) today’s productvity level: 0.
(In my eyes) today’s productivity level: 100.
It isn’t love if it’s an obsession.
It isn’t love if it’s just commitment.
It isn’t love if it’s a desperation.
It isn’t love if it’s just impulse.
It isn’t love if it’s a manipulation.
It isn’t love if there’s any confusion…right?
And there is always confusion.
So therefore.
There is no love.
False.
Love is the most flipping confusing thing in the world.
I usually don’t think about it, I just wait for it to happen.
But recent events leave me with no choice but to confront my confusion and loneliness.
I miss a love I thought I had.
I miss having a hold of myself.
I just want this layer of murk to be cleared and this heavy mind to be lifted.
Why us teenagers get preocupied with love?
Maybe because it is the one thing we don’t think we have figured out.
And we think we know it all hahaha!
Don’t deny.
:)
OH JEEZ PEOPLE!
stop feeling like you need a “lover” to fit in or be human! It shouldn’t be treated as an occupation! Don’t you want a relationship? With substance? It does exist if you let it. SO STOP THROWING YOURSELF OUT THERE LIKE AN IDIOT, GETTING INTO ALL THIS HEARTBREAK AND TROUBLE. But it is entertaining to see the drama go down on Facebook :D
